That empty feeling, that unbearable, torturous feeling that just doesn’t seem to disappear.
What is it? Is is the fear of being laughed by others? The insecurities that build up? The fear of doing badly and being judged?
It’s always easy for one to say ‘just ignore it’ but it never as easy as it seems. There’s just that one thing, that one thing, that sucks you back into your hole of despair
One moment you’re all confident, the other, a sad little mop.
The confidence, the happiness, it’s all nothing cause of this one big hurdle. This hurdle, it stares at you, looks you in the eye and always beckons you to give up.
What do you do? Your friends? They help, but they wouldn’t understand. Your family, they’re there but they won’t empathize.
And your feelings, oh those horrid things. They tell you you’re in love but it’s always wrong. It’s just not right, what do you do then?
Sometimes, you listen to songs and you put yourself in them, but you can never figure out why you’re not them.
a story, that continues being written can never be finished without its happy ending. Right?